I can't get away from this boy, no matter what I do? I'm 18?

first loves are really hard to get over. i completely understand that. but the guy has cheated on you among other things so he is not your fairytale. you dont think you will ever love any one like that ever again, but feelings really do fade and you really are able to find better. I know you may love him but you deserve better. someone that you love that loves you back just as much, and that will treat you right. i really wouldn't let some guy that cheated on me have my virginity, he obviously isn't worthy if he couldn't wait for me. go find some one better, i promise he's out there!!