I'm getting really tired of this?

i'm really getting tired of people saying that i'm ugly. i mean, i don't think im ugly. but when you get to school, everybodys holding hands, with their boyfriend. in gym class i try to act like my friends, but it doesnt work. like last gym day this boy was running over to first base and he was limping so i said just limp along -______ and he said s u c k m y d i c k fag. and i was like ur disgusting, and he said u would, but i wouldnt let u ur ugly. sometimes i just dont wanna go to school because i'm tired of it. i dont understand why i let it get to me, but after you hear it so long it does. i've only had one boyfriend, but everyother girl has dated like half the boys in our grade. im REALLY flat chested and everybody picks on me about that too. i dont know why i'm posting this, but i guess i needed someone to rant to. even if i talk to my mom she just tells me that im beautiful and that i cant let it get o me, but it does. thanks for listoning fellow yahoo answerer