Friday, July 15, 2011

Suggestions for a boring teenage life?

hi, im a freshman in high school and honestly this year is horrible. the year is almost over, and so far high school totally sucks. i know its a typical "adolescent cliche" but it really does. My whole life ive always had trouble getting work done, but in middle school it was easy to get away with. i can never get projects and homework in on time, and the sad part is im really intelligent. Im a first class procrastinator, and im not sure if i'll ever change. And my home life sucks, you always hear about kids doing things with their family, or cousins and stuff. my whole family consists of pretty much my annoying mother and asshole dad, and a few uncles and aunts that i never see. no cousins, no syblings, and no one even remotely close in age. my family is somewhat wealthy but my parents are extremely tight with spending so i can never get an allowance or any nice things on birthdays or christmas. im not spoiled or anything but it would be nice to get some nice things or things fixed. like i cant get my xbox fixed because my parents are too lazy to pay for it to get repaired, and i have no hobbies or anything. my grades are half-***, no clubs, no interests, no athletic talent whatsoever (im a short skinny white kid), and hardly any friends. i cant uphold any hobbies that i start for some reason and i move from thing to thing but always get bored of it. My friends or what i guess id call "people to hang out with" are all total douchebags and tools. i have true friends, but two of them are never around because theyre involved with sports and stuff and my best friend lives in another town and i get to see him once a month or so. the people i hang out with are pretty boring and just get into trouble with the law, and smoke pot 24/7. but they do it cuz they think theyre cool, i do it by myself because it relieves stress, and i dont wanna hear how bad it is or anything just save me the headache. And ive always kinda been everybodys punching bag and i followed my friends around like a lost puppy cuz im a really shy kid unless you know me. but i never really got out there and made friends because i had these guys, but i never really expected them to turn into what they have. Its just i go to school which i hate, come home and do homework and go to bed. and thej weekends suck because i still have a project or something to do and nothing fun to do in between. and not only that i have some rare scalp condition thats easy to hide but pretty stressful but thats another thing. im not trying to brag but i do smoke weed and it really eases my stress, even though i am ashamed i do it. but yeah i really need something to do, or something to improve my life. the only things im interested in are my engineering class at school and sports cars.

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